On my previous page "clitty leash" i have told how my beloved and adored Wife Mistress Rose decided to take me walkies in 2008 ... and for sure this decision led to many very embarrassing and humiliating situations while She was putting Her plan into action...
So in order to follow the protocol and to give Y/you every information Y/you need to judge my pathetic sissyness i also have to tell you about some more experiences that have been humiliating enough to leave a permament impression in my sissy mindset:
being caught by the police
After this first excursion my Mistress Wife told me how much She actually enjoyed this setting ... and because of this She made an announcement for O/our next excursion:
Than She would like to lead me to my favorite lingerie store at the mall around the block ... and there She would love to have me jilling my little sissy clitty over the undies in the display ... until my cummie would spray right at the glass...! And being a sound Mistress She for sure didn't stop with this announcement...
The second time that Mistress Rose took me out for a walkie happened about five weeks after O/our first excursion. And just as She had told Mistress Rose in fact led me around our block ... dressed in my sheer black nighty and open crotch panties again ... and my heels clicking at the asphalt ... until we reached the mall where She attached Her side of my leash to a traffic sign right in front of the lingerie store...! And then and there She ordered me to look at all those wonderful feminine and sexy items right behind this window and to play with my little clitty while i should have to imagine how i would model the frillies for this store...! And especially since the Salesladies already did know me as a pretty good customer…
with my most devoted admiration and gratitude to Prissy and Prim
Of course You already know that my clitty isn't just far too tiny to be taken for a real penis but also far too weak to be handled like a real cock ... and actually i am almost impotent if i don't have some some viagra and a strong encouragement - like my ring, a butt plug and a very humiliating situation... But here right in front of my favorite lingerie store i indeed had almost everything that i needed.
So i followed Mistress Roses order and began to diddle my clitty ... and like alway it stayed limp until i was completely lost in the lingerie and my own pathetic sissyness...! It took me exactly 12 minutes and 23 seconds (and i know because Mistress Rose took the time) to be lost in my slut delirium (as Miss D liked to call it) and to become as "hard" as i am able to become (well, not that it would be really hard enough to penetrate anything or anybody) ... and the after 13 minutes and 47 seconds i was right there and got my cummy directly against the window ... and if there wouldn’t have been the glass front i indeed would have spilled my sissy cream straight over a cute little teddy (for 56,90 EUR) that was laying out on display...
It felt so very good to have this sissy cummy right there in this public location ... and to know that everybody around could have seen me in all my pathetic sissy "glory" ... but then some seconds later i got this deeply embarrassing feeling that probably all sissies might know ... feeling that i self was on display wearing just lingerie and behaving in a very naughty and utter unwomanly way...! And yes, it makes it so much more unbearable when you are not driven by your own lust anymore ... and you feel how pathetic and ultimate ridiculous you really are...!
But on our way back home it became even worse because W/we actually met two police Men ... and it took maybe another ten, fifteen minutes until the Mistress had persuaded Them not to charge me for exhibitionism and "Erregung öffentlichen Ärgernisses" (or in English "causing public offence"). And all the time i was standing there ... in my smeared nighty ... while the Mistress was still holding me at my clitty leash right next to these police Men ... and i really couldn’t stop to think about how She could offer Them to use my painted mouth or my little sissy ass as a little concession to Their good will…
little doggie ff.
After this pleasant and very embarrassing experience, W/we actually made regular little trips to this mall ... and the next time my Mistress Wife was kinky enough to attach my leash to an attachment point for dog leashes before she moved away from me for some comprehensive window-shopping...
Well, in fact it was pretty deep in the night ... maybe 2 o'clock am or so ... but still there was some light from the mall and the nearby parking lot... And with my wrists cuffed behind my back and unable to get my ovaries out of the ring i felt so absolute helplessly exposed as a sissy...!
And yes, there have been a few bypassers from time to time ... and while most of them prefered to stay away when They noticed me some of Them came closer to have a good look at this pathetic little thing ... and to make jokes about my ridiculous outfit, my tiny sissy parts, and my most embarrasing situation...! And while it was somehow calming that my Mistress liked to join these people and to look for my safetiness it was even more confusing that She liked to stay at the background and to tease me with Her own naughty jokes about my obvious weakness...
And still i felt nothing else but the greatest relief and gratitude for Her and Her gorgeous grace to collect me again...! And i knew that there definitely couldn't be any better life style for me than to be Her little sissy pet... :)
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