Then one Tuesday in late June 2008 She finally decided to make the next step by leading me out of our flat right this way! It was far past midnight and rather dark outside and of course She knew that i already had been out for several occasions in my lingerie only. Yes, i have to confess that i simply love this immense thrill to be standing out there on a public park way in the early morning hours dressed for example in my corsage, stockings and heels and to play with my little clitty until i finally spurt my sissy cream onto the grit under my feet. Yes, i really love it so much that i couldn’t resist to do it twice even during the bright and sunny day light on a public nudist beach where i climbed a big dune to be seen by everybody around while i did it with myself in my own Mommy’s sheer nighty.
But this time the Mistress wanted to expose my helpless sissyness to our own neighborhood and even if it was rather late there always used to be some revellers on the stroll. But no way out anymore! The Mistress wanted me to show my true nature to the neighbors and being Her personal sissy i obediently had to follow Her order without any complain! So She simply fixed my sissy pet leash to the ring and pulled me out of the door into the hallway.
i really didn’t know where to put my hands all the time and when i heard two or three obviously Male voices close to us i couldn’t help but to pee right onto the floor where i stood!
i guess i really felt as ashamed as never before and as i told i have been in a lot situations where i had to humiliate myself. But the Mistress just laughed about my helpless panic and told me how She loved to see me like this! i had told Her so often about the great fun of showing myself to others and now She would see that it seemed to be even more fun for me than She had thought!
The light of the lanterns seemed to be everywhere and the voices came closer and closer while i was standing there and the Mistress held me right on the spot where i had peed to the ground seconds before. i guess i nearly fainted in panic and i really couldn’t hold any other idea than these three Men from the neighborhood who would see me in my sissy ordeal. But then the Mistress pulled me aside into the shadow of the courtyard and saved me from this final public outing!
After this She still led me around over the sidewalks for about fifteen or twenty minutes and i felt just too happy that She had saved me to feel any resistance against Her definite Female Superiority anymore. Yes i even began to wank my little sissy clit when She asked me whether i wanted to come right here and now on the sidewalk. But i did it just because i felt the deepest obedience and gratitude and therefore i was absolutely unable to produce the slightest erection [… not that i use to be very potent in general] .
So the Mistress very soon told me to stop it and led me home again where She finally asked me whether i had enjoyed out walk just as much as Herself. i really didn’t know whether i should agree since i knew what would come next. And when i reluctantly confirmed Her assumption She beamed like a true Goddess and told me that the next time She would lead me right to the window of the big lingerie store around the block - and that time She would expect me to spill my pathetic sissy cream wherever She would order me to do it … and yes for sure: even if i would need more than an hour to come!
PS. Now i don’t know whether i shall be glad about the fact that i’ve told Her about my public experiences but being Her personal sissy i guess i simply had to tell Her. i am Her property for sure and whatever She decides it must be the best on becoming Her perfect little sissy wife.
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