It was during the Summer 2001 while i was visiting my Parents that i decided to make it true and have my long repressed sissy outing. And there should be nothing, really nothing around that could hide me anymore!
It was right after the lunch that i went into my Parents bedroom where i stripped naked and borrowed one of my Mommy’s sheerest nighties, a garter belt with sheer stockings and a pair of Her heavy frilled open crotch panties. i knew that She used to wear these items to have sex with my Daddy and that both of Them as well as both of my brothers where just two doors away in the living room. But to know this made it even hotter for me. Then i slipped into my jeans and t-shirt again as well as into a pair of my pumps before i took the car key and my Mommy’s knee length summer coat to leave the house.
Dressed like this i drove across the Danish border to visited a sex shop and to buy some magazines about forced feminization, incest and even one about a girl who got mounted and mated by a huge Great Dane. But while my ride to Denmark went without a problem my ride back to Germany wasn’t as easy. Making a regular spot check the custom officer choose me to ask whether i had something to declare.
Now i became REALLY nervous and the more i hesitated the more suspiciously he seemed to look. i wanted to be a true sissy but i really didn’t want a strip search now ... so i decided to tell the truth. Ashamed as hell i showed him my purchase and asked him whether it would be allowed to import my sissy material. He just smiled and told me that as long as i wouldn’t try to sell my doggy porn in Germany i could take my magazines with me. And then he wished me a pleasant day.
i was really in a sissy delirium now and there was nothing any more that could stop me making my initial plan true. First i stopped at a picnic place at the street where i slipped out of my jeans and my shirt and into my Mommy’s coat. Then i put a bright red lip stick onto my lips and i drove to the little village where the trains to the island Sylt use to leave. Covered only by the coat i stepped out of the car, bought me a ticket to the island and entered the train. i wasn’t wearing a wig or any make-up despite of the lipstick and i knew that everybody could see my stockings and pumps. It was so obvious that i was nothing else but a sissy. And even more as i had real problems to avoid my coat from riding up and exposing the hems of my stockings and my nighty.
Then about forty minutes later i reached Westerland where i entered a bus and went to the northern beaches. Being there i waited for a moment until the bus had left before i slipped out of my coat to expose really everything!
Here i was: being clad just into the most delicate nighty and sluttish lingerie of my own Mommy i was going to visit the nudist beach and to show the whole world what a pathetic little sissy i am. It was such an overwhelming experience, a wonderful mixture of the heaviest self humiliation and the innocent joy of being myself under the clear blue sky.
First i walked the wooden foot path through the dunes and enjoyed the click clack of my heels. my heart was pounding like a drum when i met a returning couple and when i passed they seemed to search for a candid camera. But then i heard him making a nasty comment about this pathetic sissy idiot that obviously needed to be fucked like a bitch. And i heard the Woman giggling about his comment.
Then the wooden path ended and my heels sank into the fine sand. But of cause i was wearing my Mommy’s stockings and since i couldn’t risk to damage them i had to stay in my heels. Now i was so slowly that the next person i had to pass really had all the time of the world to have a good look at me. It was a Woman and She was totally nude but that didn’t stop Her to have a very disparaging look directly down onto my tiny little clitty that was coming out of my open crotch panties and clearly showing through the fabric of my nighty.
At the beach i finally reached a sandy hollow right under the top of the highest dune around. Here i left my Mommy’s coat and took my porno magazines out of the plastic bag before i climbed up to the top. The view was magnificent. i really could see miles after miles over the beach and i could see maybe hundred of persons and most of them were totally nude laying there in the warm sand or walking through the dunes and along the coast line. And i knew that all of them could see me very well if they would look in my direction.
And then i opened my porn magazines and laid them down to my feet before i lifted the hem of my nighty and began to rub my tiny clitty right there through my frilly open crotch panties and for really everybody to have a look at me. Pretty soon my little clitty was as hard and throbbing as she only can become when i noticed two nude girls of watching me from a lower dune just some meters away.
i knew that it was the purest exhibitionism and absolutely wrong to go on with my nasty behaviour right in front of these teens. Yes, i don’t have any excuse that i did what i did but by now i was totally caught in my sissy slut delirium. So i simply went on to wank my clitty and i could see the reactions of the two Beauties and this made me even hotter.
The older one who might have been seventeen seemed to be a little bit ashamed at first and tried to go away. But the younger Girl who seemed to be Her little sister and maybe three or four years younger obviously wanted to stay and to watch me during my whole sissy act. She just pointed at me and giggled while She seemed to make rather nasty comments about my tiny clitty and my ridiculous sissy behavior. Then Her sister obviously gave in and began to watch me just as curiously as the younger one.
Now They were watching me absolutely bluntly and while i became more and more excited by the thrill of this fantastic situation i could see that They slowly were quitting Their sneers and laughter. And while the face of the younger Girl seemed to became just curious about me Her sister seemed to change back into being ashamed again. And then i realized that it wasn’t primarily me who was causing Her embarrassment. It was not just that Her cheeks had become red but as well Her nipples had become pretty red and hard and excited… Yes, She really had become aroused while She was looking at me and She obviously was ashamed because Her younger sister might have noticed what She was feeling right now!
It took about fifteen minutes while They were watching me all the time until finally my knees began to tremble and my bottom began to judder. And with a most submissive look to my beautiful Mistresses i had to spurt my first jet of sissy cream down into the sand. And being still in my slut delirium i just must show Them all my sissy nastiness. So i caught the next major spurts of my cream with my hand and licked it up like i would have loved to lick and swallow the cum of all the real Men around. And while i did this the hem of my nighty fall back over my clitty and i managed to milk the last spurts of my cream right into the sheer fabric.
And then i was standing there while They began to make Their jokes again and watched me getting calm and becoming aware of my whole ridiculous situation: my clitty was still dripping from self humiliation and i had creamed not just my Mommy’s nighty but as well Her panties and stockings. And to make it even worse there was really nothing around to hide or to clean my lingerie until i would come home into the arms of my Parents. i was totally humiliated and broken and embarrassed and i knew that this feeling indeed was the one and only way to be in touch with my true sissy self. And it was here at the beach where i finally began my new kind of life.
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