Tuesday, June 22, 2010
* curtsey *
It shouldn't be too surprising to the readers of Miss D's wonderful blog that fetish poll could demonstrate the fact that about 70% of all sissies have a noticeable inclination if not an obvious addiction to humiliation. And of cause it shouldn't be too surprising to this sissy's readers that this sissy moan is one of them.
According to great number of sissies craving for humiliation and the special nature of this fetish - wouldn't it be a wonderful humiliation to be exposed this way - it is pretty obvious why Miss D isn't able to present all of these gurls. So it's nothing else but consistent that She told us sissies that we should use our own blogs to humiliate our self and to expose us to the world with our fetish.
So yes, Miss D!
You know that Your little sissy moan is in a constant slut delirium. And You know that she needs to be seen by everybody who likes to have a look at her pathetic sissy nature. So probably You won't be surprised that she as well has to step onto the stage and to tell the audience about her humiliation fetish.
* curtsey *
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| sissy baby moan craving for her second dummy |
- Are you required to wear your panties every day?
Yes, this sissy is expected to wear her sissy panties all the day wherever and with whomsoever she is. - Do you own ruffled panties?
Yes, this sissy owns lots of delicate panties - sheer and lacy bikinis as well as frilly satin briefs and some control briefs. - Are you sent to the store to buy new panties when yours become tattered or stained?
Yes, of cause this sissy has to buy new panties when hers become tattered. But whenever this sissy had an accident and stained a pair she has to wash them immediately. - Are you required to hand wash all the delicates - both yours and Hers and hang them on a clothesline in the back yard?
Yes, this sissy has to take care the whole laundry including all of the panties. - Does She ask you openly in front of friends about what color panties you are wearing?
Yes, She does from time to time. And some times She did so in front of this sissy's own Mommy. - Has She put you in a very short sissy dress that exposes your ruffled sissy panties when guests come over?
She did so when some of Her Lovers came over for spending the night with Her. - Does She stuff Her cum soaked panties in your sissy mouth after a date night?
Yes, She did this several times. - Do you wearing pantyhose or a pretty garter belt and stockings under your work clothes more often than not?
If it's not too warm this sissy is fully used to wear a garter belt with stockings under her work clothes. A pair of pantyhose is just expected when she is denied to wear panties. - Has your Mistress required you to wear a bra out in public even though the straps were noticeable under your thin top?
Yes, this sissy uses to wear a bra or a bustier (with garters) quite often. When not she uses to wear a chemise or body briefers. - Does She insist that your bras be padded so that you can always have little sissy titties?
Yes, sissy moan uses to wear silicon breast forms whenever it is possible. In fact she already has been in business meetings with her sissy titties noticeable. - Would She tell men in a pick-up bar that Her sissy hubby is wearing lingerie?
Mistress Rose did so several times in the past. And five times She also went with them for a little quickie after having told them about sissy moan's love for lingerie. - Does She require you to sunbath in a bikini to make sure you get a dark bikini tan?
Yes, She has done so four years ago. But now She prefers Her sissy to be as pale as a 19th century maid. - Does She insist that you sleep in your cute little nighty every night?
Is there anything else a sissy could wear during the night? Maybe except of a cute little sissy baby romper? - Has She replaced your inappropriate male sounding name with something far more delicate and feminine?
Since this sissy's given name is Simon Mistress Rose uses to call her just 'moan' or sissy. But when this sissy was young her Mommy loved to call her maresi or maresi simone after her Aunt and Godmother Marie. - Does She refer to you with sissy endearments such as slut or bitch or pantypoof or pansy?
Yes, if the Mistress is in the right mood she calls this sissy 'cutie pie' or 'little slut' or 'baby gurl' or anything like that. - When out for dinner, has She used your feminine name in front of a waiter?
Yes, She did this several times and She probably will do so in future - but only when the waiter is a cute girl or a very virile Man. - Has She told friends how feminine you are when you are present?
Yes, She does so pretty often no matter whether these Friends are Female or Male. - Does She show Her friends pictures of you in your best frills or post them on the internet?
Yes, She posted sissy moan's pictures in the internet and showed them to Her Lovers. But these have been very explicit pix and sissy doesn't know whether She also showed them around to Her close Female Friends. According to some hints there might be one or two of Them who have seen them as well.
just a typical picture presenting this sissy - Has She insisted that you get all pretty so She could take you around the neighborhood for introductions?
No, She didn't. This sissy feels really sorry about that but she has to accept that it might be bad for Her reputation if Her sissy would become too notorious. - Is She pleased with you when you beg for Her help to become more feminine?
Yes, the Mistress appraises this sissy's striving for femininity as a clear indication of her total submission. - Do you look through Women's catalogs together to keep you up on the latest styles?
Usually the Mistress just hands Her Women's catalogs down to this sissy but She loves to browse through fetish catalogs together with her. - Do you put on your own make-up?
This sissy has been taught to put on her own make-up from her Mommy when she was still a young gurl. So of cause she is used to do it herself. - Has She put you on a diet and started your corset training?
Yes. Some years ago the Mistress brought Her sissy to the Transformation Shop next to the Euston Station, London, where She watched the Ladies making her parade in different corsets and panties. Unfortunately She wasn't interested enough in this kind of feminization to let this sissy's corset training be more than an occasional play this sissy didn't develop the desired wasp waist. - Does She insist you keep your nails filed and polished?
Yes, She does. But this sissy has to confess that she uses to wear clear or pink polish most of the time. - Do you go to the salon for manicures and pedicures?
No, this sissy didn't go to a salon until now. But she hopes that she will have the opportunity soon. - Do you have your very own closet filled with your gurly clothes?
Yes, of cause this sissy's gurly clothes are filling an own closet as well as two dressers filled with gurly underwear. Delicate lingerie is in fact the only underwear she's allowed to wear for several years now. - When you get home from work, are you required to immediately change into your gurly clothes?
Yes, this sissy is expected to slip into a dress as soon as she comes home. But usually she has to change again at 10 pm to spend the rest of the evening dressed in her lingerie and a sheer peignoir or in her regular baby doll nighty already. - Does She generally drive the car when you go somewhere together?
Yes, the car is definitely Her territory. - Does She like for you to carry Her purse when you are shopping together?
Yes, of cause. Being a true Mistress She doesn't need to carry anything herself. - Does She give you an allowance that you may spend only on your gurly things?
Yes, this sissy has a particular budget for her gurly things. But still she has to give a detailed account to the Mistress why she did buy this or that. - Does everyone that you deal with speak with Her - not you - when completing a transaction?
Yes. It is the open role allocation in O/our relationship that She alone decides about the usage of the family income money. - Are all your possessions in Her name?
Yes, of cause - the Mistress must be free to make every important decision without even telling Her sissy about it. - Did She have your ears pierced yet?
Yes, kind of. In fact this sissy had both ears pierced by her Mommy dearest when she was a little gurl. But Mistress Rose thinks about this as an appropriate sign for a sissy so otherwise She for sure would have ordered her to have her ears pierced as soon as possible. - Has She given you a little reminder of your purpose by writing it on your body with indelible ink?
Yes, She wrote nasty statements like 'sissy slut' and 'cunt' and 'cocksucker' on this sissy's body several times. But it was particularly meant for Her Lovers comfort and amusement. - Do you have a tattoo marking you as Her sissy gurl?
No. At least until now this sissy has just a neutral tattoo. But she would love to get a real humiliating tattoo marking her as Her obedient sissy maid and fuck toy. - Has She shown anyone how red your behind gets after a hard whipping?
Yes, She did show this sissy's red derriere to Her Lovers, to Mistress Beate - Her closest Female Friend - and also to two of Her gay Friends. - Has She had your nipples pierced?
Not until now - but She pretty often talks about doing so. And this sissy loves the idea that it might be just a matter of time until she will have to show this sissy marking as well. On the other hand this sissy would love to become a real hucow and she doesn't know whether such piercings would fit with giving milk... - Do you wear a necklace, ankle bracelet or other feminine jewelry to mark you as a sissy gurl?
Yes, sometimes a necklace but more often an ankle bracelet. - Do you do all the housekeeping?
Yes, of cause this sissy does. It's the usual duty of a good maid, isn't it. - Do you do all the cooking?
Yes, as long as it is for the regular meals. But whenever Mistress Rose likes to cook something special this sissy does all the preparations like peeling and cutting and of cause also the serving and the cleaning after it. - Do you do all the grocery shopping?
Yes, this sissy is used to take care of all the basics household duties. - Have you learned to sew?
Yes, this sissy has learned to sew panties and nighties and even complete dresses. - Do you own a maid's uniform?
Yes, and this sissy is too happy that in addition to her usual black waitress dress she now was allowed to order a new very frilly Barbee Maid's Uniform from the Birchplace Shop.
a maid doing her chores - Have you been sent grocery shopping in your maid's uniform?
Not until now but this sissy hopes that this will take place very soon. - Are you dressed in your most prim and proper maid's uniform for serving guests?
Yes, this sissy is used to wear her waitress dress while servicing Mistress Beate or one of Mistress Rose's Lovers. And she already has been told that from now on she will have to do so in her new sissy maid's uniform. - Has She rented or just given your services as a maid to Her friends?
Yes, this sissy has been given to Mistress Beate to take care for Her needs. But the most bemusing situation was when the Mistress lent Her sissy to Her gay friends for helping Them out at Their 6th anniversary evening. - Has She put you in the frilliest of your frills - made you into a pretty little sissy ornament for Her guests?
Yes, She did this several times while having different guests. - Have you been taken for a walk around the block or been sent to the store to buy tampons in your gurly clothes?
Yes, this sissy has indeed been taken for a walk around the block by Mistress Rose but she wasn't wearing her dress but some of her lingerie only - and she was attached to her clitty leash ... And yes, she as well has been sent to the store for buying tampons, sanitary napkins and vaginal lotion while wearing a gurly blouse, a pair of panty hose and hot pants. - Has She taken you shopping for heels and had you try them on in the store?
Yes, She did. Of cause this sissy also buys new heels from some website but she also loves to browse through the shelves of a real store and whenever she or the Mistress sees a cute pair of heels or pumps or high-heeled sandals she has to try them on right there and then. - Have you been told to sit quietly and play with your dolls while the adults talk?
Yes, several times when the Mistress wanted to have an intimate talk with one of Her Lovers or Mistress Beate. - Has She ordered you to drop your panties so Her friends could see how incredibly small you are?
Yes, this sissy had to drop her panties and to show her tiny clitty to most of Her Lovers, some of Her Female Friends and also to these two of Her gay Friends.
just a first view before this sissy has to drop her panties completely - Have you been ordered to reach inside your panties and rub your clitty to a cum in front of Her guests?
Yes, from time to time this sissy had to do so in front of Her Lovers in order to show Them how pathetic this really sissy is. And to tell the full truth sissy moan would love to get this order at a big party and to proof her submission right in front of all Her Guests... (blush) - Does She insist that you sit when you pee?
Yes, of cause. For a sissy this is the one and only way to use a toilet. But the Mistress likes to remind Her sissy on this rule when Her Lovers and Friends are around. - Do you have to ask Her permission to pee?
Yes, but only if Mistress Beate or these two gay Friends are visiting Her. If She is with Her Lover or alone with Her sissy She prefers to be undisturbed by this sissy's basic needs. - Does She demand that the bathroom door remain open when you pee so that She can be sure you won't be touching yourself inappropriately?
Yes, although She knows very well that her sissy wouldn't ever be able to become aroused enough for getting even a noticeable stiffy within minutes. Therefore Her sissy would need to feel a big dildo in her sissy cunt and around twenty minutes for stroking her clitty with a pair of panties. But the Mistress loves to know that Her sissy feels totally controlled. And especially if Mistress Beate is there to watch her total submission. - Has She filled you full of water and then not allowed you to go to the bathroom until you wet your panties?
Yes, She did several times. - Has She taken you out into the yard on a leash and let you squat and pee like a pet?
Yes, kind of ... but if Y/you'd like to read more about it Y/you might visit this sissy's other blog at http://sissymoan.sensualwriter.com where she told the details about her clitty leash.
Update 2014: reposted in tis blog - Does She put you in diapers?
No, but this sissy hopes that She will do this pretty soon. At least She had ordered her to buy a Satin Adult Baby Romper - lockable and with a rear hole - including all paraphernalia.
Update 2013: Since i posted the first answer in June 2010 i need to tell that i'm hold as a real sissy baby now with diapers, dummy, feeding bottle and everything...! - Do you lick Her clean after She pees?
Yes, this sissy loves to do so as often as possible. - Have you been used as Her toilet?
Depends on the nature of Her calling. In fact She sometimes likes to grant Her sissy the favor to get some champagne or a nice golden shower. - Does She refer to your dicklet as a clitty?
Yes, of cause She does. Anything else would be misleading, wouldn't it? - The first time you put your panties on in front of Her, did your clitty swell up?
Yes, for sure! But not enough to build a noticeable bulk since this sissy isn't able to become stiff without rubbing her clitty very concentrated and for quite a while … not to mention the Dildo she also needs. - Does She remind you of your lack of size and your 'hair trigger' each time She goes out on a date?
Yes, She uses to remind Her sissy of her tiny size to make sure that she doesn't have any illusions about the indispensable necessity of Her cuckolding. And also She loves to remind her about the basic fact of her sissyness: Even if this sissy might be able to produce a little stiffy she still isn't able to keep her clitty stiff for longer than just some seconds. Since then sissy moan either becomes flaccid or she needs to spurt into her panties immediately. So might this sissy be allowed to call this her 'hair trigger'
why She simply needs to make this sissy Her cuckold - Does your clitty drip and soak your panties when you feel humiliated?
Yes, if this sissy's humiliation continues for days and weeks and it isn't allowed to find any relief. - Has She told you that the smooth front of your panties fit you far better than men's briefs?
Yes, pretty often. - Are you kept in chastity?
Yes, but She doesn't need any device to do so. On the one hand She has the full control by just this sissy's total submission. And on the other Her sissy is almost impotent anyway. - When She does unlock you, do you find yourself on edge - ready to cum, as soon as the cage is released?
This is a very appealing idea for sissy moan but unfortunately pretty inapplicable considering this sissy's obvious abilities… - Do you get excited knowing that She holds your key and there is not a thing you can do about it?
Yes, this sissy would feel very excited by this idea but of cause she wouldn't become stiff. - Do you wake up in the middle of the night with painful swelling in your chastity because you have been teased and denied for days on end?
Yes, kind of. In fact this sissy isn't able to find sleep rather often. If she feels too aroused she uses to wake up a lot of times suffering for any kind relief. But it is then that she finds her very best ideas of her further submission and sissyfication. And the Mistress uses to be very amused if this sissy comes with a new idea and the urgent request for her own humiliation… - Do you find yourself begging and pleading for release - promising to do anything She requires of you?
Yes, of cause. Such a pathetic behavior is the usual expression of sissy moan's most desired state of mind … being completely and utterly in the deepest slut delirium...! - Does She pull down your panties and give you a good spanking when you need it?
Yes, as often as the Mistress tells Her sissy that she need one. And from time to time without any reason but for Her amusement. - Does She spank and whip you until you cry which makes your mascara run down your cheeks?
Yes. Sometimes She doesn’t stop before this sissy is in tears and her derriere is as hot and red as the hell. - Does She make you promise to be a good little gurl after a spanking?
Yes, this sissy has to promise to be a good gurl after each spanking ... no matter whether she is alone with the Mistress or right in front of Her special Guests. - Have you been used as furniture or been left bound in an uncomfortable position for hours because you failed at a simple task that any gurl should be able to do quite easily?
No, this sissy hasn't. But she likes the idea that she could be used as the helpless sissy frame under a glass table. - Does She send you to the corner for a time out, even in front of other people?
Yes, from time to time. - Has She dressed you like a whore and made you stand out on the street until She decides you can come back inside?
No, not until now. But wouldn't it be a proper usage of her Cock and Dildo addiction if the Mistress would decide to make her a real bitch and to earn money with her irrevocable deviant sexuality? - Has She made you lick your cum off Her after you had a little accident?
Yes, of cause! This sissy isn't allowed to maculate Her perfect Womanhood with her sissy cream. And she is expected to lick up and swallow all of her cream every time she is allowed or dares to cum she for sure must clean the Mistress as well. So she is used to lick her cream from Her hands or feet - but she has to confess that she really would love to spurt over Her mound of Venus just once ... - Does She order you to worship Her well fucked pussy after a good fuck date?
Yes, of cause. That's why She has made this sissy Her legal wife und Her obedient sissy cuckold right after it! - Does She like your tongue on Her clit when She is getting fucked by a real cock?
Yes, very much! And Her sissy loves to watch Her Womanhood when He is gliding in and out. And this sissy really, really loves if He is expected to come outside of Her Pussy so His Sperm is spurting right into this sissy's face... - Has She trained you to suck cock for Her?
Yes! Knowing very well that this sissy began to suck Cock when she was young the Mistress didn't hesitate to offer her red painted mouth to most of Her Lovers. - Have you begged to be allowed to suck Her boyfriend's cock hard for Her?
Yes, the Mistress uses to make Her sissy beg for permission so Her Lover can see how utterly demaled Her sissy obviously is. - Does your little clitty get all swollen when you suck cock or even when you are thinking about sucking cock?
No, considering this sissy's obvious impotence her clitty doesn't get stiff. But yes: whenever she just thinks about the taste of a big Cock or how He might feel while penetrating her body orifices she's in her slut delirium in a blink - not to mention her arousal when it becomes real. - Does She remind you to refresh your make-up after you have finished licking up all the cum that was splashed all over your sissy face?
Yes. To be as feminine and attractive as possible a sissy should be properly made up all the time. - Are you dildo trained?
Yes, of cause! This sissy in fact is totally addicted to Cocks and Dildos because of her long and intensive training.
sissy moan's while starting her training with Rachel - Has She locked your plug in you so that you could get fucked all day long?
No, not until now. But this sissy would love to get a Neosteel Chastity Belt with rear hole. And recently this sissy has begged the Mistress for a pair of Dildo Panties she would have to wear the whole day. - Have you been sent to the adult store to buy your own dildo?
Yes, and always along with some lubricant and some feminization magazines like 'Forced Womanhood' or 'Enslaved Sissies and Maids' so the sales Ladies knew for sure that she herself was the intended user. - Does your clitty swell when you are penetrated?
Yes, a little bit - but whenever this sissy is penetrated by anyone or anything she uses to feel much more aroused than the condition of her clitty is able show. - Does She fuck you with a strap-on and make you moan like a whore for Her?
Yes, this sissy really wouldn't be able to conceal her excitement when she feels Mistress Rose's strap-on working in her sissy cunt. - Has She let Her boyfriend fuck you?
Yes, and She made this sissy very, very happy with being His totally devoted fuck toy.If Y/you like Y/you might read "my first bareback" at the Club Sissy. - Are you only allowed to cum by milking?
No, until now this sissy isn't subjugated to a real milking schedule with a regular milking place and a explicit milking routine. But from time to time she gets Her permission to rub her clitty and to cream into her panties, a small glass bowl or her own feeding bottle. And since she definitely needs to feel a Dildo in her sissy cunt for doing so she would be just too glad if she would become Her regular milkee.
sissy moan filling her feeding bottle - Does She give you spoiled orgasms?
Yes, the Mistress uses to spoil about ninety percent of this sissy's orgasms. - Do you have to earn the right for a sissy cummy?
Yes, but still this sissy's cummy isn't a right but just a favor. - Does She insist that you wear a condom for sex with Her but never asks that of Her boyfriends?
No… of cause Her steady Lovers use to have sex with Her without any protection but since Her sissy isn't allowed to have sex with Her at all she as well doesn't need to wear a condom! - If She allows you to watch porn, is it sissy gurl porn?
Yes. But since She thinks that Female Porn Actresses are perfect role models for this sissy She also uses to count movies like 'captured beauty' by Andrew Blake to this category. - Have you cum while watching your Mistress being fucked by a real man?
Yes, and this has been this sissy's very first anal orgasms: she was clad into her lingerie and bound to a chair to watch 'her' Mistress being thoroughly fucked by Her Man. And while He did Her this sissy's big and lifelike Vibrator 'Daddy' was juddering inside her sissy cunt … it was so totally overwhelming that sissy moan finally had to cream into her panties without even touching herself… - Has She shown or told about your intense sexual excitement over your femming to other people?
Yes, to all of her Lovers, Her two gay Friends, Mistress Beate and maybe two other Female Friends. - Are you humiliated by your craving for sissy humiliations?
Yes, indeed. This sissy feels so embarrassed and pathetic for having this desire for humiliation. But also she knows just too well that she wouldn't ever be able to change her true nature. Yes, she needs to be humiliated and she knows that she will have to follow her craving into total ridiculousness. - Do you think you deserve to be femmed, cuckolded and humiliated?
Yes, for sure. This sissy uses to have the naughtiest fantasies about almost every attractive Woman - including her own Mommy, her Sister-in-law and her teenaged Niece - but on the other hand she is not just mentally but also physically totally inadequate. So yes, she definitely deserves to be punished and treated exactly this way! - If She demanded it, would you allow your body to be altered permanently - made more feminine by implants, facial surgery, etc; even though you would still be kept as a sissy?
Yes, for sure! This sissy isn't worth to become a 'real' Woman but she deserves to be treated as the nasty sissy slut she really is. So the best way to put her on her place would be to make her a real shemale but to deny her the full SRS. - Would you agree to become a sissy whore if that was the only way you could remain femmed 24/7?
Yes, for sure! This would be the perfect way this sissy could follow her true nature 24/7. - Will you share your answers to this list with your Mistress or with the other readers of this blog?
Yes, of cause! This sissy needs to know everybody how pathetic she really is and she has an irresistible fetish for humiliating herself!
Thank Y/you all for Y/your patience and attention.
Y/yours sincerely sissy moan
* curtsey *
Yes, this sissy had to drop her panties and to show her tiny clitty to most of Her Lovers, some of Her Female Friends and also to these two of Her gay Friends. "
omg that sounds so cute! xox